16.2.16

Starry sky

I like his song because it transmits a nice feeling. It’s very uplifting, it’s cheerful, it’s happy. Today’s morning I really wanted to feel those feelings again.

Cause you’re a sky full of stars.

It’s such a heavenly feel.

I miss this heavenly feel, I miss the stars, I miss the sky.

Cause you get lighter the more it gets dark.

I miss the sky full of stars.

I want to feel this feeling again.

Then I remember all the wonderful people I have met, in other places, at other times, on very different situations. How they smile, how they live, how they enjoy life. As I once said, people worth it to travel around the world to get to know. I have taken a tiny part of what they are, I have used a little piece of the brightness they irradiate, I hope they don’t mind. I took that for myself, I have used that light to paint my sky, to fill it with stars.

I have a sky, full of stars, that reminds me of a heavenly feel. Every single star, far up there, is a nice memory I have with someone I got to know.

Thank you all for shining upon me.


It's time

This text should have been posted one year ago, and it actually relates to a previous post titled 'time to wake up'. So this is more like ‘Part Two’.

What happens when one sets a goal, and keeps it above all others? When things don’t seem to work out well, the most common thing is to give it up. But sometimes, not reaching the goal can also be a motivation to try again, to try harder.

I have put this goal so high, and it has been so difficult to reach that I cannot even say how much I had to give up, I started to doubt whether it was worth it or not. I have to acknowledge it has been hard, I almost felt like I have been left with nothing.

But things have changed, I am about to reach this so longed goal.

Now I see it this way. I have been preparing, planning, designing something almost without knowing. I have focused on setting up the foundations. That is why from afar it is not remarkable, because most of it is just a preparation, barely noticeable. But the setting is strong, the design is well planned. Good things take time, and the best things are always hard to reach.

I set the framework so that no matter what, this will work out, I will make it work. I am building myself, I will build this future, it’s time to make it real. This is the big divide, this is how it all starts… so, bring it on, I can’t wait.

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